Ill

Of course.
I had to go see my endocrinologist today for a routine visit and she was worried about how sick I seemed. She did an exam and said if I can't breathe, which I cannot the baby can't either. Not a fun thought. So now I have to go on a steroid pack similar to a zpack and get healthy.
It is safe for the baby as safe as steroids can be but safer then not getting enough oxygen.

Right from there we took L to his pediatrician because he still has a fever. He has a respiratory infection also (yippee!) and needs his nebulizer and a z pack. I so hate giving him and I these medications but what choice do I have?
I just feel guilty and I hate that.

I hope I feel better tomorrow to give you a proper post!