Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Cry Me a River

When you are going through a crisis (i.e. losing your job, the only income coming into a home with 2 kids and one on the way) it would be best to go through it when you are not gestating. Not that E is gestating, I am.
Of course bad things happen all the time even if they are at inopportune times, but really when my hormones are going crazy, and I cry over the fact that I hate what my husband made for dinner, it is not the best time to be supportive.

I am trying to be supportive, I really am, but I break down and cry at least once a day. I am starting to get uncomfortable in bed these days but that is not the reason I am up tossing and turning in the middle of the night. My mind wanders and I worry about something happening to the baby before the supplemental insurance kicks in, I worry we have enough money to pay our bills, I worry about buying gifts for my kids never mind my family, I worry E will never snap out of this depression. I worry about it all.

Now I wish I cried over fun things like Hallmark commercials and Bush's inappropriate facial expressions.
So, what made you laugh today? Cheer me the f&ck up!


  1. I really can't think of any one thing I laughed at today, though I'm sure I did.

    Instead, I recommend you check out someecards.com as I guarantee a laugh in there somewhere.

    Otherwise check out this site: http://menwholooklikeoldlesbians.blogspot.com/

  2. Wish I could help on the cheering up. I've been sick for the past few days, and well- nolaughter her. Does it help to know that I am finally back to checking you blog on a regular basis? Surely that's a pick-you-up!

  3. I did actually laugh today, i wrote about it...the conference. you'll like it!
    I understand...sending my hugs to you because i don't have millions to offer.

  4. The last blog I read before coming here today made me laugh quite a bit:

    Some stern words for this year’s NaBloPoMo participants, spoken with grandfatherly love.

    Hope that helps, if even for just a moment. :)

  5. Just woke up, so I don't have any good material ready to go...

    Hang in there. This too shall pass.


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