Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Ebb and Flow

I feel so restless these days. I am bored but do not want to start a new project. I want to do something, although I have no idea what that "something" is.
I get like this once in awhile, I feel like I am tossing and turning in bed even when I am awake. I go through the motions but I want more out of my days.

I crave adventures and surprises. I want to finish old projects and start new ones. I want to remember all of the things I still have to do around the house without giving myself an aneurysm trying to remember what they are (thank you, pregnancy brain).
When I go to cross something off of my list it is not a good time to buy all the supplies I need, when the extra money is available, I am not in the mood.
Please tell me I am not the only person who goes through this ebb and flow of life?

I want to start two new books I have, but I am not into them instead choosing to wander around my mom porn web sites. I want to start a pregnancy journal even at this late stage but I still haven't found one I like. I hope these are purely hormonal changes and I will be back to my project loving/baking/cooking/cleaning self soon.
Well....... maybe I can hold off on the cleaning part.


  1. I go through these during the seasonal changes as I want to decorate my home but find that when there's still no furniture due to funds, that decorating seems pointless.

    Why not start an on-line pregnancy journal?

  2. It sounds familiar.

    I am sure the upcoming new baby is giving you the itch to get things accomplished now that you won't have time for later.

    Just go with the flow, that too, will be limited soon enough! :)

  3. Mmmm, be tender with yourself. I believe the capriciousness of pregnancy moods are not to be fought too too hard.

    Thank you for your sweet comment on my blog.

  4. dd, I understand that!

    mel, my husband keeps telling me to enjoy my rest that I won't be getting any soon enough and he is right.

    Amanda, you are right.

  5. It's the time of year, everyone is restless because it SHOULD be fall but it is inexplicably eighty degrees.

  6. You know how many people are going to end up here because of the mom porn mention? ;-)


Talk to me