Wednesday, September 20, 2006


I was always popular.
I don't want to sound boastful or like I am bragging, but it is the truth. I always had a ton of friends, boys that wanted to date me and things to do every Friday and Saturday night.
I never understand why people would say high school sucked or they would never go back to high school, I don't have the same feelings. I loved it and I think it was a great time in my life.

Not to say I didn't have times where I hated myself, or that I didn't like a boy who didn't like me back, or thought I was too fat or ugly and didn't have enough friends. I had those feelings and anxieties just like every other teenager and young adult does.

One of my best friends joined myspace and was meeting all of these old friends she had. Some were from before I knew her and some where old friends of ours. She loved myspace while I thought of it as a younger kid/musician thing. It didn't interest me.
After some persuading, I joined yesterday.
The problem? I have no friends.
Well, I have Tom and my one friend but besides that, nope.
It is my worst nightmare come true!
Who cares if I have friends on myspace or not, I shouldn't care what other people think, or if people think I am an old loser. But I do care, I don't know why but I do.
I guess this is why people hated high school.

I do care.


  1. If I had a myspace, I would totally make you my friend. Not that that makes you feel better, but I would.

  2. if i knew your myspace name i'd be your friend

  3. I'm on myspace and sometimes I feel the same way, lol. I've gotten in touch with a few old friends from HS and when they took me off there "Top 8" friends list, I was insulted - even though I haven't seen/talked to these people in over 11 years!!! Yeah, I'm pathetic :-)

    I'd love to be your friend!!!

  4. I would be your friend in a heartbeat!! I only have 6 and 2 of them are my cousins!

  5. I sometimes feel that way about blogging. At first I would log on several times a day in the hopes that I would have many many comments and alot of the time there was nothing. As pathetic as this is to say it sort of hurt my feelings.
    So I started posting comments to other bloggers here there and everywhere in hopes of generating press for my own blog. Pathetic again I know.

    I have finally just decided who happens upon my blog and leaves me a message is fine and who doesn't is fine too...but I agree it's not not to care.


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