Thursday, September 21, 2006

The Hardest One to Write

You guys did not do well with your one baby vibes.
Terrible in fact.
Last night we saw three blobs on the screen.

What I should have asked you to do was healthy, viable baby vibes because the three blobs were measuring 5-6 weeks while I am supposed to be 10 weeks and they couldn't find any heartbeats.

Needless to say we are so very sad and empty.

They are doing blood work on me to be sure my levels are not still going up before we do a D & C. I have no idea really what that entails, or what to expect. I really have no idea about anything anymore.

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  1. oh no Tuesday, I'm so sorry. Sending hugs your way. I'm sorry...

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  2. Oh no, Tuesday, I'm so sorry. Sending hugs your way. I'm sorry...

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  3. Oh Tuesday- I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you guys.

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  4. I'm so incredibly sorry. Thinking of you...

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  5. i'm so sorry, my heart goes out to ya'll.

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  6. I have no words..just tears!! Know that I am crying with you... much love..xo lyns

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  7. oh my. I'm so sorry. I've had 5 miscarriages and it's never easy. I'll certainly keep you and your family in my prayers.

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  8. I am so sorry. I've gone through a miscarriage and D&C.... Wish there were words to make this easier. I'm just so sorry :(

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  9. Oh, fuck.

    Damn, I don't know what else to say, except I am so very sorry. If you feel up to it, you can drop me an email if you'd like someone to listen.

    I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner.

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  10. I am so so very sorry to read this post and I think you were incredibly brave to share your this with us...

    I will keep you, and your family, in my prayers, sweetie, and I hope you can find some peace.

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  11. Sweetie- I'm sorry. I had something very similar with my second pregnancy- betas looked good, etc. (I think because it was twins), but there was nothing in the sacs and I had to have a D&C at 10 weeks. It sucks- I'm sorry.

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  12. I just wanted to check in. Letting you know I'm still thinking of you, I still don't know what to say...

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  13. This is so hard, I'm so sorry. Is there any chance that with three, it would be normal to be measuring behind? I hope I'm not out of line to even suggest it, but when you get such bad news, maybe you don't think to ask something like that. Maybe one more u/s is in order?

    I really hope there is something better going on than what you've been told and are expecting. Either way, my thoughts are with you.

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  14. I'm so incredibly sorry.

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  15. What a terrible thing to endure...so sorry.

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  16. I am just catching up on my blogs and saw this. I'm crying for you as I post this. We seem so much alike - and I can only imagine.

    **hugs** and lots of them!

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  17. I'm so very sorry.

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